I want

I want things to stop.
I want the yelling to cease.
I want the words to stop penetrating.
I want to stop overreacting.
I want to stop crying.
I want my inside to stop dying.
I want the world to forget me when I die.
I want to think that no one else feels this.
I want to stop feeling so worthless.
I want to stop being so worthless.
I want to be pretty.
I want to be smart.
I want to be athletic.
I want, I want.
I want, I want.
I want to have real friends.
I want, I want.
I want, I want.
I want to stop breathing.
I want, I want.
I want, I want.

I want to stop wanting.

I don't know.

I want things to stop.