I want 2

I want to remember those days in the past as though they were today.

I want to see your face somewhere that's not in the gray of my memories.

I want to feel loved by someone, to, for once, not be forgotten.

I want to be willing to stand up to the assholes I call classmates.

I want to scream my heart out until I die.

I want to yell to the heavens that I don't even believe in.

I want to see a blade and walk right past.

I want to look at the hill and not accidentally trip and roll down.

I want to stop crying.

I want to stop trusting such egotistical bastards.

Then, maybe, i'll be okay again.